Friday, June 30, 2006
照着那样的说法。。。 我的世界末日已到来。
I have quite a lot of confidence in things that i can believe in.
Like how i think that i can still get good grades if i tried.
Somehow.
I've lost that.
Fancy on the outside, crumbling within. Must hold on...
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Courtesy.
A recent survey by Reader's Digest on 'courtesy' for 30 cities revealed that S'pore is in the 3...0th position. Nope, not shocked at our ranking(since i'm not bery courteous myself); nope not surprised NYC is in top 3. Afterall, its about 'courtesy' and doesn't include the number of guns drawn.
I personally would like to recommend new guidelines on how to conduct this survey so as to improve the accuracy.
- Go to the respective train stations in the city, board one and get off the other; calculate how many people are standing directly in front of you when you're trying to get off and how many knocks into you.
- Rent a store, start selling some clothes and put a 50% discount board outside your shop. At the end of the day, see how much blood has been shed.
- Go up to some guy, any guy, and utter a vulgarity to him/her. Calculate how many bullets did he/she put into you.
Using a survey to see how courteous a country's people are is just... obscene(it juz came to me). As much as i'll agree some S'poreans need to brush up on mannerisms, like those who scolds people 混帐 for nth, judging us based on a 60-people response is still unfair la.
Then again, in S'pore everything is about speed and time since from young there's this cynical and rushing mindset. Like holding a door for someone could mean losing a few million bucks or helping someone pick up dropped items could be a plot by the person to steal your wallet.
Forget the cynical part. I think that's just me.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
OMFG.
The recent toilet violence thing sparked quite a furore in S'pore. Sadly, i hadn't got to watch it.
But i've seen the Hong Kong bus uncle thing, which is pretty hilarious.
But society promotes equality of the sexes, so Hong Kong ladies decided to show the world their might.
Hell hath no fury like WOMEN scorned.
PS: Nothing porn despite the porn adverts by the side. Its worse than porn; I couldn't even finish watching it.
Adventures at CMPB!
Today is my day to go to CMPB for my NS checkup, so i get to skip school(gd day i chose, abit off-mood for sch)
Since dress code is T-shirt and shorts, i wore so casually that I felt like the uncle going market buy fish.
Turns out I became the fish to be examined.
Lost my way thanks to a very packed bus and a very irritating auntie who had to block my view, but I wasn't late fortunately. Upon reaching, the first thing I heard was...
Wah, not bad ar, serving in CMPB also can be so hip sia. What followed the melodious song was...
And then there was silence.
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The thing was mostly about waiting and waiting, but since my timeslot isn't really packed so things went pretty smoothly. Except there was this guy whom I think just turned 3 sia.
He go counter, give form liaoz, then go back sit down and take up his phone and called.
"Wei, daddy ar, i give form liaoz..."
Then taking back the form and went for the urine test, then after urine test go to next station, he will take up his phone and call,
"Wei, daddy ar, just finished urine test lehz. blahblahblah...."
Then, go for medical consultation while waiting for his turn also must take up his phone and call,
"Wei, daddy ar, wah, so pai seh, so many naked guys here..."
Ah boi ar, you go army also need to call daddy for everything issit? 18 years old still call daddy for everything, omg. I think when he gets enlist his unit will kanna pumping everyday.
Thanks.
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That was kinda exaggerating, but not entirely fake la. Anyway, back to myself, at the second last station we were supposed to go for this consultation with a doctor, who will make the final confirmations of how you will be graded(Pes A, B, C, D, E or F).
Basically, he looked at my records and started nodding his head...
"Na, Pes A for you liao hor, so fit... Expected right... Ok, take the form and... WAH"
He looked at my feet, froze for a split second and set my file back on the table.
"Very flat footed lehz... So, you want me to grade you combat fit or unfit?"
I was prepared for anything, but i didn't know I'll be given a chance between getting a Pes A and Pes C la. And to really help out, he gave me 5 seconds to decide.
Thanks.
Ended up getting a Pes C; the option of slacking was a much more tantalizing choice over a possible tough training. But i kind of regretted it on the way home. Getting Pes C probably means i'll be a lowly Clerk of sorts, that's god-like boring la, compared to sweating out with your brudders under the Sun. O-well, choice made, bo bian.
Since dress code is T-shirt and shorts, i wore so casually that I felt like the uncle going market buy fish.
Turns out I became the fish to be examined.
Lost my way thanks to a very packed bus and a very irritating auntie who had to block my view, but I wasn't late fortunately. Upon reaching, the first thing I heard was...
每一次和你分开 深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开 每一次 kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开 每一次 kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
Wah, not bad ar, serving in CMPB also can be so hip sia. What followed the melodious song was...
"Oei, you all work here to listen to music issit? Want extend issit?"
And then there was silence.
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The thing was mostly about waiting and waiting, but since my timeslot isn't really packed so things went pretty smoothly. Except there was this guy whom I think just turned 3 sia.
He go counter, give form liaoz, then go back sit down and take up his phone and called.
"Wei, daddy ar, i give form liaoz..."
Then taking back the form and went for the urine test, then after urine test go to next station, he will take up his phone and call,
"Wei, daddy ar, just finished urine test lehz. blahblahblah...."
Then, go for medical consultation while waiting for his turn also must take up his phone and call,
"Wei, daddy ar, wah, so pai seh, so many naked guys here..."
Ah boi ar, you go army also need to call daddy for everything issit? 18 years old still call daddy for everything, omg. I think when he gets enlist his unit will kanna pumping everyday.
Encik: Squad: SEDIIIIIII... YA! EH YOU, WHY YOU NEVER STAND AT ATTENTION(all enciks talk like shouting one)
Ah-Boi: Hur? Sorry encik, I call my daddy how to sedia first.
Encik: KNNBCCB(all enciks use vulgarities as punctuation marks)WHOLE LOT CARRY ON 2394658 PUMPINGS NOW KNNBCCB
Ah-Boi: Hur? Sorry encik, I call my daddy how to pump first.
Thanks.
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That was kinda exaggerating, but not entirely fake la. Anyway, back to myself, at the second last station we were supposed to go for this consultation with a doctor, who will make the final confirmations of how you will be graded(Pes A, B, C, D, E or F).
Basically, he looked at my records and started nodding his head...
"Na, Pes A for you liao hor, so fit... Expected right... Ok, take the form and... WAH"
He looked at my feet, froze for a split second and set my file back on the table.
"Very flat footed lehz... So, you want me to grade you combat fit or unfit?"
I was prepared for anything, but i didn't know I'll be given a chance between getting a Pes A and Pes C la. And to really help out, he gave me 5 seconds to decide.
Thanks.
Ended up getting a Pes C; the option of slacking was a much more tantalizing choice over a possible tough training. But i kind of regretted it on the way home. Getting Pes C probably means i'll be a lowly Clerk of sorts, that's god-like boring la, compared to sweating out with your brudders under the Sun. O-well, choice made, bo bian.
They say its tough making life choices. I beg to differ; I made mine in 5 seconds. Hurhur.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Am i supposed to feel stupid or?
When the colours gone out, only the black, the white and the occasion grey entertains me.
Soccer fever!
2 F9s. Haiz.
Monday, June 26, 2006
Woot.
Learning to conceal your emotions is the first step through the door into the real world.
Its been a tiring day.
Afterall, I've never failed 2 papers and get suaned by a teacher for 'breaking the class record for a failure', all in the same day.
O-well, there's a 1st time for everything they say.
I am bored.
With a swift stride he transverse the landscape, always looking out for any potential dangers. He neeeds to reach his destination before midnight, for midnight is the time where the most and greatest evils lurks, awaiting a chance to jump on him.
He is powerful, but those foul monsters outnumber him greatly.
"I am near." He said to himself, smiling at the thought.
Then he saw a movement at the corner of his eye. He cursed under his breath and quickened his pace . No time, he thought; he might be too late.
As he moved more movement was spotted. The number of monsters are increasing, and these hideous creatures have no problem catching up at all.
10 metres left! Then he stopped dead in his path. Right between the distance of him and his destination stood motionless one of the foul creatures, flickering its feelers, as if mocking his hesitance.
But the creature has far underestimated the man. With a smile, the man disappeared into the air. The foul creature only realised where the man was, above it, seconds before its flattened end.
"Weakling." The man thought to himself and walked to the lift.
"Next time better go home earlier. The later it gets the more cockroaches there are..." The man thought to himself.
THE END
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Feel like waiting for the match later at 3am. I'm abit heck care-ish about tomorrow having school. O well, back to Naruto!
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Yawn.
I do things for a reason the same way things happen for a reason.
Therefore, I AM PEK CEK BECAUSE SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW.
Pek cek face.
Having the common tests at the last holiday where we can rest is downright fcuked up.
Zzzzzzz.
All teachers are heartless.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Sick.
Just got news that there has been an error in Singapore Idol results, it is Nurul and not Mahtilda who is in.
I think its a conspiracy.
Irony.
Don't judge me by your values, I'm not obliged to be under the scrutiny of your superficial mind.
Although I really do think that many people are too superficial, myself included, it'll be so wrong to say that I do not care for other people's opinions of me. I shudder at the thought of being ostracized by the world, where everyone views you with that look; a stark example, though exaggerated, would be Gaara's reaction.
Because I'm living in a society, under the scrutiny of everyone else around us. People will judge me the same way i judge people. So its like a contradiction for me to not want people to judge me when i'm constantly judging people by my own values. I ask myself sometimes, the ability to judge people by a neutral stand can still be attained right? If so, what defines 'neutral'? The society's norm? The majority's point of view?
Black and white no longer exists the same way the yolk and white no longer remains separated, i hate to be unfair to people by judging them based on my biased stand, but i get so helpless in this aspect since so many things are relative and ambiguous
Its always a constant battle between me and the nature of my character- to be so critical towards people.
I am a cynic, so I always magnify the dark side of human nature to myself and hence, I am always on my guard against people. I admit there's always that thought inside of me that anyone, and i mean anyone, would betray me. Also, whenever i turn my back on someone, I always think that the person would be speaking ill of me somewhere...
Oversensitive?
I guess its never a bad thing to be careful.
Friday, June 23, 2006
SI
Singapore Idol is disgusting.
If they're getting someone so average in then might as well have someone who looks better to go in la.
Yawn.
I'm so bored that i'm whining over these things. Hurhur.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Wahahahhaz.
I am damn pro. No one can be as pro as i am.
BECAUSE I WILL CONFIRM GET 'A' FOR PHYSICS AR!
'A' for being 45 minutes late.
Clear
In the fog of life, we tied a string to each other, then we walked together. Then the further we walked, the more I realize I was following you. I lost my own path and kept onto that path till I’m on the edge of losing sight of my path. Now, I want to find my path when there’s still a chance.
To do that, I must cut the string.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Bored.
I think i am god-like. Muahahahahaz. Tml physics paper, then i slept all the way when i got home till just now, then watch S'pore Idol.
Meryl-Joan Lee is such a cool name. And this cool name goes with a pretty babe. How fitting. She's so chio that i was so sure she'll miss the high note; and she din. Wow.
Confirm guaranteed chop go in la.
Now, let me try and start studying. Hurhur.
lala
Smallville Season 5 will be back on june 30th! Yes~
Chem's gone, FM's gone, MH done. I seriously am lost on how to do Physics tml.
Zzz.
Monday, June 19, 2006
Chiong-ing.
I hadn't done polar.
I hadn't done theory of equations.
I hadn't done complex no.
I feel that a screwdriver is turning on my head now.
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This Common test's eve felt like last year's last minute Buddha leg hugging; but there's a difference.
I crumbled last year, this year, i was so composed that i did more topics than i did for the morning's studying break. Maybe hasty, but not a waste of time in between. Amazing how pressure works you.
Sadly, tomorrow's result will depend greatly on talent-how good i am in implementing without doing much examples beforehand.
So, we shall see if i'm a genius by birth, or probably one that needs hard hard work.
行こう!
Perils of Studying at Mac.
Muahahahaz. I am currently watching Naruto Ep 74. Tomorrow common test? Happiness la.
Actually, I am not slacking. I studied at Mac from 8am all the way till around 4pm. Woot. 2 more topics to cover and i'm done for(pun intended). Some interesting observations i had while studying there, on the cons of studying at Mac. Here's a brief summary:
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Con 1: Constant smell of food.
Mac ain't cheap ya' know, one meal is like 5 dollars plus, pretty heavy spending for a poor student like me. It doesn't help when you keep smelling the Fantastic, filet, nuggets, fries.... ARGH. You get hungry so damn fast. Not to mention the fattening problem as well.
Con 2: Cute kids
When Mama brings Ah-boi to Mac, he walks about when Mama is buying Happy meal for him. So when he walked up to me, me being the considerate and well-mannered model teenager, cannot bear to ignore the boy and starts playing with him.
The Mama comes back, sees Ah-boi, pulls Ah-boi from me, gave me that "you are a criminal" look then walk away, leaving me bewildered and temporarily questioning myself if i really am a criminal.
Very distracting.
Con 3: Uncle Reading FHM.
Uncle, around 40, wearing specs looking rather honest, flips open a FHM magazine and starts browsing. Because it is held in a position that you can see the pictures of ladies clad in traditional Cheongsam and Baju-Kurongs, you become distracted and start to
Half an hour gone. Thx.
Con 4: Primary School Kids
You were happily studying your stuff when you accidentally overheard the conversation of the 3 primary school boys near you.
Boy 1: Wah, i tell you ar, the girls there very powerful la, i cannot tahan also
Boy 2: Really, when you meet them one?
Boy 1: Yesterday lohz...
It was a shock to me. Primary school boy! yet he's already.... Omg, he's surpassed even the bulk of the teenagers... What has the world come to!?*cue lightning roar*
Then i heard something else, and felt utter shame for myself...
Boy 1: Their defence damn power, then the point guard also damn pro la...
BASKETBALL LA. WHAT THINKING YOU, YOU DIRTY-MINDED FELLOW.
I need to clean my brain.
Con 5: Couples
Touch here... touch there.... smooch here.... smooch there... giggle here... tickle there.... heehee~
OEI! LIM PEH STUDYING HERE LEHZ, CAN YOU LIKE DO YOUR SMOOCHIE-WOOCHIE-TOUCHIE STUFF SOMEWHERE ELSE OR NOT *eyes turning green*.
Na bei.
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Wow, quite a list there. Well, me being a considerate and well-mannered model GP student means that I have mastered the skill of critical thinking and hence, figured out solutions for each of these problems as they came out. Here are my proposals for your reference:
Sol. 1
Impose sanctions and force the MacDonald's Coporation to lower their food prices to 50% of current prices. If they resist, kill them.
Sol. 2
All kids considered as cute should be chained and muffled to their parents. Since this is a democratic, non-violence and peaceful country, failure to abide by this rule will mean death punishment on the spot for both parent and child.
Sol. 3
Ban the public reading of FHM mag. Uncles who fail to abide by this law will be treated with capital punishment.
Sol. 4
KILL ALL PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS.
Sol. 5
KILL ALL COUPLES, DAMMIT.
I think its the stress that created this entry. Hurhur.
PS:This post is strictly fictionous and only for entertainment purposes. No discrimination against uncles or whatsoever=)
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Scary~
It felt like i almost died last night. Really scary.
My body can no longer sustain my way of life.
Old liaoz.
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I think i have a brain tumour or something.
Or its just the fear of my confirmed-failure in 2 day's time that's causing this headache.
Heaven
Recently heard a song, actually heard it very long time ago but that was the techno version. I heard the sentimental version over the TV; its called "Heaven", but i have the faintest idea of who actually sang it.
Part of the lyrics go
Oh thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We been down that road before
But that's over now, you keep me coming back for more
Anyone knows? Or have the song?
PS:I don't want the techno version, hurhur.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
SICK.
The stakes have been raised.
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Just woke up.. Feeling better... At the expense of wasting one entire afternoon.
Plus not very ideal for studying in this state of mind... JIA LAT LA.
Friday, June 16, 2006
Zzzzz.
Wahahahahahz.
I am good at problem solving. Not.
I haven't been real open about what's going on (at home), so probably most of you reading this is kinda blur. For the past few weeks I have been mugging at home, not wrong to say day and night, because my sleeping time was a 4/5am to 10 am kinda thing.
So basically, my study hours are like 12-13 hours 0_0!!
Gay? NOT.
I kinda realise that i'm always tired, and when i go back to those that i have revised... Its all in a blur!
Damn sad. Then i tried to solve the problem. First, trying out with lesser study times. NO USE.
Then i tried with study times with Naruto breaks in between. NO USE.
Finally, I thought of this habit that's been with me so long i always overlook it- sleeping times. Its blardy obvious la, but when you're me its different. Therefore, I started sleeping at around 12 plus timing and wake up early in the morning. Study study, then sleep at 12 plus...
And i can sense that big difference la. Haiz. So late then realise.
But as usual, sadistic life never fails to pose you challenges. The new problem is that my productivity is high, but conentration span freaking low(think 1-2 hours study then 3-4 hours break). I spend more time on Naruto for the past 4 days than studying! If i had solved that problem earlier and kept on, I probably be alright for the common tests. But now, i'm studying from scratch, with very limited concentration span.
I'll have to study at a god-like pace to make it.
BAH.
Life's a bitch. I'll just do whatever i can le la. Its worse to be crying over the lack of time.
Another thing though, I'm starting to... actually, already, loving the feeling of being alone. Hmmm.
Woot~~
As a celebration of my 400th post...
New skin!
Muahahahahahhaz. I'm getting better
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Bored.
I have found the reason for my lack of concentration and why all my revision efforts seems to be forgotten after one day!
Therefore, the remaining days would not be about studying.
Its about solving this big problem i have.
Woot.
I freaked out upon seeing how much time left and how much work undone.
Now, the mission has changed: cfm no good grades, but at least have something presentable.
Do not disturb.
Swee
Swee la. Watch Naruto like no need study like that. Zzzz.
Tml morning must go out study le la, can't concentrate at home le.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
After one night of watching soccer.....
How to study sia?
Joga Bonito
Woot~~ 4.07 am and my vision is blurring...
Nope, its not a case of insomnia; neither is it a case of waking up in the dead of the night.
It is about the wave that is on for the month!! I'm watching da Brazilians doing the
Boring la, actually; the goal came out of nowhere.
ALRIGHT. Its starting! Hope i still can study tomorrow~
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Zzz.
Officially one week more.
No time, don't think i'll be able to make it in time.
why~
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why i never?
Why i never?
Why i never?
Why i never?
WHY I NEVER ASK FOR CHILI IN MY WANTON MEE?
Saturday, June 10, 2006
KNN
One of the most immoral things to do is making noise at libraries; and yet i meet so many people doing that.
But what i think is the most immoral thing to do....
IS TO USE OTHER PEOPLE'S NAME TO TAG.
Kn u immoral burden. Treat u to burger still 恩将仇报.
DIE.
Bored
At the beginning, I thought people who watched Spirited Away and said that they like it are strange people.
Its an anime la, made into a movie and you like it?
I watched it just now and... Woah. I like it.
I thought the director was taking a dig at human beings with the character No-Face. No-Face reminded me starkly of teenagers; without an identity, only making one out of itself relative to the environment. Are we who we really are, or are we what we made ourselves appear to be because the society needs us to be like this?
Then again, what is our true identity?
Life's irony. We search yet we don't even know what we're looking for.
And i thought the opening match for World Cup was pretty nice too.
Friday, June 09, 2006
Lion with Guinsoo owns.
Occasionally, when you are damn bored, you do and say the stupidest things.
Like saying that studying does so much damage, its like a PA with a Burize, a lion with a guinsoo, or a chick with a soul booster and dagon.
-_-|||
Anyway, a lot has change, really, like how i'm starting to like being all alone... But, one thing hasn't change...
MY SUAN-ING. While chatting with Weliang on MSN, he started to zi lian and commented that he "luv his pics", then changed to this picture-
creative?
I exclaimed a 'wow' and replied a damn high level suan.
Here's the excerpt: red is me, the other is weliang.
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| 6/9/2006 | 11:30:39 PM | o5s21||OG21|| Rûßßï§H ||~||WÉi £îÄNg (L)>||~~ ~~|| <:D:D:D> **<> | i luv my pics!! haha | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:30:52 PM | [Z]eRø.Dr3âM[Z] http://www.wei-yuan.blogspot.com | wow | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:00 PM | [Z]eRø.Dr3âM[Z] http://www.wei-yuan.blogspot.com | who's the yandao behind the monkey?? | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:01 PM | o5s21||OG21|| Rûßßï§H ||~||WÉi £îÄNg (L)>||~~ ~~|| <:D:D:D> **<> | damn pro lar!! whaaha | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:10 PM | o5s21||OG21|| Rûßßï§H ||~||WÉi £îÄNg (L)>||~~ ~~|| <:D:D:D> **<> | WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:12 PM | [Z]eRø.Dr3âM[Z] http://www.wei-yuan.blogspot.com | YES | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:19 PM | o5s21||OG21|| Rûßßï§H ||~||WÉi £îÄNg (L)>||~~ ~~|| <:D:D:D> **<> | i took 5 secs to understand tt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:21 PM | o5s21||OG21|| Rûßßï§H ||~||WÉi £îÄNg (L)>||~~ ~~|| <:D:D:D> **<> | KNN!!! | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:26 PM | [Z]eRø.Dr3âM[Z] http://www.wei-yuan.blogspot.com | damn hi lvl | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:28 PM | [Z]eRø.Dr3âM[Z] http://www.wei-yuan.blogspot.com | I LUV TT | ||||
| 6/9/2006 | 11:31:47 PM | o5s21||OG21|| Rûßßï§H ||~||WÉi £îÄNg (L)>||~~ ~~|| <:D:D:D> **<> | U F***!! whahaha!!!! | ||||
Woot, i am like a Lion with guinsoo, PAIN~
悲痛
几米曾经写过， 两条平行线的故事。
交叉线， 真的比较好吗？ 我们在知道交叉线的遇见时的美丽， 却忘了， 这两条线在交叉后， 会继续走各自的路， 而且会越走越远。。。
两条平行线的遭遇， 虽然可悲在它们永远不能相遇， 但至少， 它们可以一直在那不变的距离中彼此欣赏。反而是交叉线， 得面临着拥有则失去的痛苦。 这种痛楚， 比起平行线所经历的无法拥有的痛楚， 来的强烈。
你， 选择平行线的悲， 还是交叉线的痛？
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Zzzzz.
YES.
The Cauliflower and Ms Personality is in.
Perfect.
I'm bored and sick of studying.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
S'pore Mutants
I missed S'pore Idol last week and one of my friend's commented that there was one contestant who did very well. Only one? Then i mustn't have missed much. Watching today's S'pore idol proved the point that S'pore lacks talents.
Because I'm pretty free and lazy to do work, i shall do a commentary on each contestant who sang tonight, satisfying my devilish need to put down others.
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A bitch in the auditions, a plastic doll(and a not-so-good-looking one at that) and cocky singer who thought she had many fans in the piano show. Wow. She's halfway into Mediacorp already.
"Auntie, wrong show lah" was what came to my mind the instant i saw her. No no no, I'm not discriminating aunties whatsoever, i just thought she'll fit in better in '黄金年华' or smth liddat. Otherwise, no comments; i was in the loo.
Milly who? The only thing i remembered about her was those bunch of male supporters up there cheering. Hmmm.*trying hard to recall her performance*
She just reminds me of a loudhailer with an identity crisis. Act sexy not sexy, act cute not cute, don't know what she trying to do sia... And she's a perfect example of how bad Chinese names can sound in English. Eeew.
I have no idea how to describe her. Her song sounded on the edge of being good or bad, or maybe both; and her personality titters on the edge of sanity. But she's got that image fixed in the viewers' minds, i kinda like her weirdness.
My favourite, though she's a bit on the 'rounder' side(its more of the looks than the voice, actually). I thought if you sound good, you look bad; if you look good, you sound bad; if you look good and sound good, you dance terribly.
She must've been a horrid dancer.
As what i've mentioned above, i think she belongs to the 'look gd, sound bad' category. Anyone whose been to last year's JJC talentime would've remembered 2 people who sang the same song and easily sounded better than her. She just took the song, blasted all the way and everyone praised her. wth?
All in all, only one did the best, and i think he fits the bill of the next S'pore Idol.
Swee la.
Aurora
Was studying alone yesterday morning. The time when loneliness really sets in ba.
Though its really productive.
Less than 2 weeks! Not very optimistic here. Zzz.
I was thinking about some dreams/aspirations I had, and i remembered one of them is getting to see an aurora.
It looks damn beautiful, Singapore missing out on a lot of things la.Hopefully i don't die before getting to see one.
Going out for more studying!
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
666
Today is 06/06/06, in other words, 666.
To the Western world: It is an ominous day.
To the Eastern world: Today is a wonderful and auspicious day.
To me: It neutralizes; so its just a freaking normal day.
Monday, June 05, 2006
Noisy~
So many things diverting my attention!
I think the next time our friendship step up one level higher would be..... when we take Neoprint together. Hur.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Update~
Feeling a lil light-headed here~ Haven eaten my...... lunch.... Ate one pancake for dinner.... I think i'm gonna head off for Mac now..
Today's eventless. Stayed home mostly... Din do revision too... Just think and think and think and think and....
A blink of an eye and we're one week off. Its been a painful 1 week, i'm feeling... dead. 2 more weeks to common tests. I'm more or less dead. I'm really really worried abt my lack of concentration.
sigh.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
风的终点
熟练地把快熟面放入锅内， 一个因为‘忘了买晚餐’的借口而重复了千百次的动作。 他缓缓的等待， 却发现， 那个说 ‘忘了买晚餐’ 的人， 连交代了买鸡蛋也忘了。
一股怒气从他那空得落漠的肚子升起。
压制了濒临爆发的脾气 (惊讶! 最近心情如此地不稳定，他却忍下了!)， 他静静的把煤气关掉 (他恨不得把鼻子放在煤气炉上， 打开煤气狠狠的吸， 吸到自己无须为生活琐事烦恼为止)， 回到了房间， 坐在电脑前平复心情。
这样的情形， 不知从几何时在这房子里变成了一种例行公事。 而他， 不知从几何时习惯了。
脑海浮现了另一人的倩影。
不知从几何时, 他和她开始停滞在隔着两人的那条界线。 她没打算越过那条界线， 他也乖乖的留在原地。
他清楚知道， 时间会慢慢地扩大那条界线的厚度， 从前亲近的两人会在她努力往目标的同时， 不知不觉的疏远。 他也只能无力地看着她背着他行走； 生怕自己若叫出声来， 会拖累她， 所以， 他流着泪， 眼巴巴的看她离开。
好无力， 做人好无力。 他唯一能给的， 就是他的成全。
音乐响起，soler 的 ‘风的终点’
何处你想停歇
何时你会告别
而我很好理解
有天你觉得累了
我在那里等着你
狠下心来， 对自己比从前残酷些。 反正， 都等了那么久嘛。
仔细聆听。或许， 听得出， 简单的感动。
我在草原上 望着云朵
那一片像你的轮廓
因为风 你一直变化
我也只能这样望着
你的心里 爱我吗
就像那片云般模糊
其实我也不在乎
只要你别的飘太远
云的你我无法了解
何处你想停歇 何时你会告别
而我很好理解 有天你觉得累了
我在那里等着你
你的心里爱我吗
云笑着没有回答
其实我也不在乎
只要你别飘得太远
只要你别飘得太远
只要你别飘得太远
何处你想停歇
何时你会告别
我都不会埋怨
我会在风的终点
静静的等着你
那朵草原上飘过的白云
是那末的美丽
我就这样记录你的每一幕
已经很幸福
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Zzz.
所谓， 天将降大任于斯人也， 必先苦其心志， 劳其筋骨， 饿其体肤。
I don't think i can expect good grades at the rate i'm studying.
Zzz.
You just pick up the phone. Then you just put it back down. sigh.
一万年
曾经有一份真诚的爱摆在我面前，
但是我没有珍惜，
等到我失去的时候才后悔莫及，
尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。
如果上天可以给我个机会再来一次的话，
我会对这个女孩说： 我爱你。
如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限， 我希望是...
一万年。
-悟空，“西游记之月光宝盒”
Happen to come across this classic quote while surfing. Think most of you may not seen it before, since its from a show that is like... older than us la.
Its a show starring Stephen Chow acting as the Monkey King. So as usual, its a rather warped version of the show.
That quote, i think made quite an impact and impression on those who watched it then.
Don't ask me why. I'm not that era's product. But thinking back, when i watched the show, that part of the show is probably the most memorable one. I remember the scene as Stephen Chow getting ready to putting on his headband, then saying his last words as a mortal.
Hmmmm.
I'm just bored.
