Zzz.
Zzz. I tot X-Men 3 is the last episode in the series? If there's a possible fourth i can only imagine how boring it can be le la. Maybe they can bring Apocalypse in. Then maybe Magneto and Xavier fight together. OH. How they add in characters from other shows? Then it'll be totally like in comics.
I hope they don't.
Today is like.. a disaster. I can't sleep in the day la. Sleeping in the day destroys me. Wake up, eat lunch, tried to do work, find my concentration gone, see newspaper, bored, tried again to study, failed, went out walk walk, come back, eat dinner, tried to work, failed. Watch Naruto on Youtube till now.
OMG. Should be doing at least 3 topics per maths one la, ended up barely scrapping my 1st ODE. Shall wake up early tml.
雨已停, 人未愈, 阴沉仍盖心头.
春未断, 泪已干, 无人能知我心.
点点繁星, 陈陈往事, 依稀历历在目.
步履彷徨, 寸寸踏向后天.
Life
A meaningful life is one you lead with emotions.
A lifeless one is when you live as a student.
X-Men 3
Too much schoolwork makes you stupid, and i'm not kidding.
Anyway, just managed to catch X-Men 3 at Cine today.
Er, i like the show generally, and i think there's some underlying things which I should be able to figure out but didn't. Like the dying people part and the effects of the drug.
And i think Kitty very chio! Maybe its just the skill that makes her look chio. I still think she is pretty.
woot
One more thing, minor minor thing but i just feel like doing it...
Those who left immediately after the show was 'over'...
I LAUGH AT YOU AR! HAHAHAHAHHZ.
Puny mortals. Feel my wrath.The silence is deafening. Sadly, this is what it takes to do what is best.
Zzz.(updated)
Going to watch Y-Men 3 today!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So exciting. Cuz i think got one new character very chio, the Shadowcat girl or smth.
Woot.
And i think S'pore Idol got quite a few chio bu as well. Hurhur. The bad part was the bitchy one got in. Zzz.
Pointless entry. Cuz i'm watching Naruto on Youtube. Slow~
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Stay at home all day makes me bored/boring. Was watching this Chinese show on channel U; one of the cahracters in there was a jobless guy whose wife is very capable. So basically, the story of man at home wife at work, man feels neglected wife don't know. So at the end the man finally burst and poured everything that he had bu shuang about to her and left the house. And so he went to find this other woman whom he thinks he is in love with.
Then the conversation between them came to a point where the woman asks him to describe how nice a husband he was(he seemed to be la). Then the man suddenly realise that he wasn't at all.
How he had not give a damn when the wife returns so tired. How he had poured away his wife's cooking just to vent his frustrations. And all along he thought he was a good husband!
I thought that way too la.
So one can be so blind to their own shortcomings that it gets creepy. I certainly hope i don't ever have to come to that stage.
Also, I think when i die I want to have a laughing funeral. Like everyone who attends my funeral must laugh, no crying! Got the idea from the show too. Its much easier on my ears to hear laughter than crying; that is, if i can hear.
Jialat
Someone tear me off Youtube plz.
Dammit.
The race is on.
I'm putting a lot on the common test, since its the indication of how I'm doing, and how i'll do.
So it'll mean me going into isolation mode and if i do badly, depression mode.
I hate my serious side.
Woke up in the morning to hear the 2 women(or rather, one woman, one girl) in my house quarrelling. So, one's giving up on the other and the other refuses to acknowledge her laziness. Haiz.
More on the line for me. I hope i don't crumble in this holiday. Quite an irony eh.
If there's a God...
Can He help me?
Smile
A smile that melts.
Why? Why everyone died?
In this time and world, hardly anyone can grow up and try to live in this dog-eat-dog society without resorting some sort of camouflage or even deception. Neither can we wish for everyone around us to be true to you, because the one of the sole purpose for being in that environment with you is to survive.
That's about all i can really talk of since there isn't much real experience i can speak of. But i am sure that unless you work in a cave or something like that, we're bound to meet backstabbers, hypocrites, and more backstabbers.
Ouch.
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Being the organiser for outings for my friends really has given me the chance to train up my endurance. Even up till now la, its damn frustrating to try and organise something and there's always something cropping up for them. Initially it was more than exasperating; I got so emotionally affected that it got me lower.
Now i'm better, at least i still am able to remind myself everyone has their own social life and they don't belong to you; not happy kao bei them a bit I forget about the pek-cekness le.
So, I guess i kinda understand the feeling of a "social leader".
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I like my class, because i think its got that bond there. Very weak, but I like the way when the "kill him/her" starts, or the "wenlong/mingyang says he" begins. Its suaning, but I guess things are a lot more amiable nowadays with the much relaxed atmosphere and maybe... JUST MAYBE, better understanding classmates:-)
And maybe those around me can somehow sense that grouchy weiyuan isn't turning on his suan-ness to shoot people he dislike.
Er.. I still dislike those people whom i had disliked la. Just that got reason that made me willingly be Mr Nice.
But seriously, i prefer to be seen as a bastard.
And i think Lee Kok Mun is a bastard. hurhur.
The guy in the toilet is a bigger one.
Goodness Gracious me, my child.
This is so scary. I'm eating so sumptous meals for the past 3 days that its scary.
I mean, ya, having Maggi for 5 days is like woah, but having a feast for 3 days is like woah; i'm feeling like an emperor already.
And its not just the sinful food going into your stomach and contributing to the United Nations somewhere near that area, its the money spent la.
Goodness. And its not helping when my sister got caught on the eating spree as well; more $$ gone la.
I should start eating lesser.
Btw, i got my foolscap back. Apparently left it at the burden's house. I think its a conspiracy by him to scare me.
He is green with envy that he is a burden and i'm pro. Hurhurhur..
Ah ha.
Once upon a time, there were 3 good friends who love to gossip and bio yandaos. They are, females of course.
Then one day, their school's soccer team was about to have a major match up against another school.
They yearn to go see Jack Neo their beloved soccer team play, yet there was the problem of school ending late so they might not be able to catch the match in time.
In one certain lesson, they asked their tutor for that period, Mr Tua Tow.Girl: Sir, how come we are not allowed to skip lesson to go watch the soccer match har? Its important for the school lehz....
TT: Er.... *looking troubled* Ahar~*realisation* Because you all J2 ma... A levels...
The remaining of the conversation is not important.
What's important is what had flash through a certain student's mind who overheard the conversation."But.... J2 teacher can skip lesson to go for meeting?"
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A nice photo to end the day off.
wtf?
Dry
My wants, and my supposed's.
mechanics test tml. Wish me luck.
Dry day. TCA's fault.
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I lost my stack of foolscap paper.
What's valuable is not the foolscap itself.
ITS THE STACK OF TUTORIALS IN IT.
Oh foolscap, where art thou?
Sad.
Rotted at the noobish burden's house for the entire day.
Dota a little. Actually can own one. But too long no play, in the end still never own. Never do any work, zzz.. Lucky got revise my Physics SPA a little.
Life's getting mundane, as you can see on my blog. My thoughts are pretty mundane too.
Actually. I've became and stayed mundane for a very long time le.
Well, at least I'm not depressed.
There are too many things in life that we cannot control. I get exasperated at the amount of things that I am helpless about. "Don't think too much" or "Dun jump to conclusions" is an unattainable task for me.
What i can control is to keep those thoughts to myself before they do any serious damage. Or to drown myself in homework.
Louya IE
Internet Explorer sux. For those viewing my blog with IE now probably find the sidebar missing. Zzzz, its the same problem again la.
Scroll down all the way and you'll see the sidebar.
Any tech-savvy pro can tell me why? Its perfectly fine on my Mozilla though..
Nth..
I have the mindset of only buying things i really need it, or the thing is really worth buying. Which explains why everything on me is so antediluvan. Damn old la. My MP3 player was about the last thing I need, so after i got it FOC from a richnice relative of mine i basically became a monk and no longer have any more desires for material conforts.
I feel so old amongst my high-tech friends. Their phones, computers, MP3 players, bags, pencil boxes... All better than mine! Then again, I feel so juvenile having such childish thoughts.
Anyway, I think i have this mindset because of my thrifty mother. Or rather, used-to-be thrifty. Ever since she started working she had been pretty generous with her money. And i think she feels that her son is not catching up to her.
She offered to buy me a watch when she got one herself, she offered me money to buy jeans... Of which i always decline.
I don't know why I'm doing this post at all.
I think its because she finally offered something which, not only me, but a few other friends had thought i needed to change.
Yup. She offered a new bag after seeing the few bags(actually just 2) i have.
Strange. I still think my current bag not bad wad.
Now.
Now, i have a painful promise to keep.
Of talents and fakers
Talentime was a blast. I personally feel that those who missed this year's missed out on quite a lot of fun.
Though the competition itself didn't had much to offer except the dance category, the other miscellaneous items actually stole the limelight and made the night much more 'high'.
The english category was ok, champion is pretty good la. Groups this year were good, and the champion's win is unquestionable. The dance category, well, Mutton Balls was really good, they had the crowd cheering all the way, obviously they'll win.
Did i miss out on something?
OH. The Chinese song category. I forgot the guy's name. Whatever.. He got champion, not by any surprise. Just like the famous male teacher who sings badly, him being a subordinate of the teacher get to learn a trick or two on"How to garner support even though you are damn fake but only having a slightly better voice".
Well. He does have quite a lot more to learn... His fake-ness was too obvious. An example would be the legendary "来, 上面的朋友..."
Na bei.
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Besides that faker, there is still some good ones la. Yin Sing did ok, but not enough; I think Abel had the potential but lacked the training and the stage presence. I think there's one more. I think the last one was so forgettable that I couldn't even remember if there's 3 or four contestants. hahaz.
Btw, the girl duet in the Group category also damn fake. Someone slap them please.
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Ok. Back to why is it good.
Additional items(worth mentioning) was the Champion's League where past champions come back for more glory and the Special Guests' performance where the more... er... unique talents are being displayed.
The first performer was one with a vivacious figure, voice of an angel and face of uncomparable beauty. She is Mdm Tay if i remembered correctly. She captivated all males in the auditorium with her song and had all the females green with envy.
Heh heh.
Second performer was Mr Joseph Tan. If you don't know who's that, try recalling the most feminine male teacher in school. Anyway, I really scratch-eye-fragant-look when he sang like a man and danced like a man.
Man.
Last but not least, the one who brought the entire auditorium of people singing along to the classical song of peng you, is the Guest-of-Honour, Mr Chan Soo Sen, Minister of State! He did a few songs, and throughout the entire thing everyone just screamed and cheered.
He even dragged Mr Koh up to sing!
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All in all, damn good Talentime. My favourite had to be Mutton Balls' performance. Even the finale had a little touch to it to make it more professional looking.
Something else very minor, miscellaneous and unimportant: today happened to be Mr Koh's birthday.
Hmmm.
I'm so good at predicting things that maybe i can consider becoming a fortune teller or something.
I actually anticipated that.
I don't even know how to describe my feelings now.
I'll just think for the weekend.
My life comes to an end.
Random
Some random thoughts.
I think the reason for the never-ending debate between religious fanatics and scientists over the creation of the Universe is simply because of the nature of the source of arguments.
Scientists are basing their argument based on evidence, proof which i translate as human-found-things. And just like humans ourselves, the evidence itself would be limited. There's a cap to which these evidence be stretched as an argument. On the other hand, religious advocates are arguing using points that are essentially thought out.
In other words, they have an endless and unlimited storage of arguments. Any seemingly absurd argument can be used, because the concept of God can never be really proven, so humans can basically say whatever they want la.
That's somehting i thought out randomly. Though i sound rather pro-science there, I really still maintain my stand that we can never know if Science is really natural or a work of God's.
Then again. How is natural defined as?Science is something that God created to convince humans that He is wrong.
Hmm.
Most people, when angered on the basketball court, takes it out in the game.
Strangely. I don't.
And i thought i seldom keep my anger to myself.
Control... Yes, yes... very good... Ur doing good weiyuan..
High level.
Its interesting that my emotion levels is inversely proportional to what I'm showing.
It appears I reached yet another level of self control.
So much work!
Another level to loneliness too.
Philosophy.. My food.
A lot of times we come across this quote,
旁观者清
This quote comes from the notion that an outsider would be able to see things in a more clear and neutral picture, and hence, give a fairer judgement(fairer is yet another perspective thing, isn't it?). Then came along the challenge: you can never know what 's happening and what led to it if you're not the one participating in it. Indeed, in many times, an outsider cannot see what exactly happens; perhaps there had been an underlying cause to a conflict between the two person and yet the outsider wasn't there to see it?
Somehow, both the quote and its challenger sounds pretty convincing.
I encounter this problem quite a few times this year(already~), and really quite perplexed on which side to take. Let's use a scenario:A and B are buddies who has known each other for quite time already and are pretty aware of each other's character. Then B falls in love with this girl, Z, whom A doesn't think is a very likeable person despite appearances. And so the conflict erupts between A and B.
The clash here is that A is judging Z based on him being an outsider, so apparently he is supposed to have a fairer judgement. Yet B argues by saying that since A doesn't know Z personally, then it is unfair to judhe Z by appearances and maybe Z has some underlying good points that A cannot see, or Z has been misunderstood. Then again, B likes Z, and we all know what happens when you like someone; you are on the person's side already! Then again, B's argument still stands very strongly.
Eh.. A very interesting issue to brain-storm about.
In fact, I can brain-storm this for the rest of my life because the conclusion is very subjective to the people, issues I come across; and it also depends on the judge's personality.
Something like a perspective-thing where no conclusion can be churned out.
I like to think about deep things and in the end come out with a simplistic conclusion that will make audiences go 'chey~'.
Chey.
Zzz.
I already have abnormal sleeping habits.
Why can't I fall sick normally?
Pek cek. The fever just goes on and off and it chooses, of all times, the times when i'm hone to turn itself on.
I need to sleep.
At all costs.
Walking home again. Totally drained. Months since i last had a full night's sleep. Thought a bit, and kinda decided on something
I told myself i will do whatever necessary to avoid being the distracting factor, the destroyer... I hadn't been totally successful.
Therefore...
Its time.
For a man to do what a man's gotta do; keep his promise.
For the distance to be put in between.
Mom's Birthday.
There are some things about myself i hate so much yet never really succeeded in getting rid of. One of the major ones is my lack of co-ordination between the brain and my heart. 原来， 理性和感性， 始终不能共存。。
In my mind i know exactly what's going on, what i should not do, what to expect, what not to expect etc. Then my heart just steps in with raw emotions and mix everything up; sapping away all rationality I have in me.The mornings(moments after i wake up) and midnights(a daily basis tt i'll spring up in the dead of the nite) are the hardest to go through.
Damn. Kept telling myself to get the stuff yet forgot. Now i have one day. Hope I can make it in time.
Anyway. Found an old friend of mine from primary school over the Net. Added her in msn. Sadly, i think she thinks i'm a pervert of sorts hitting on her and she kinda gave me the cold shoulder. But I don't think i'm surprised. If memory hasn't fail me, she used to be a rather cool gal I remembered cuz she used to be a someone whom i paid some extra attention to
Well. At least i found another old friend.
Numb.
因为你已是我情感的泉源。 而你却不属于我。
真可笑。
Sadly, its a delicate equation that cannot tolerate anything else other than 2 people and their own emotions.
仙剑
Na bei la. So emo nowadays.
"仙剑" is basically about the 2 words, 明白. Why explains the ending song as , which i have mentioned before.
Why is it about 明白? Firstly, for 逍遥 and gang, it is about them trying to understand the meaning if their lives, and probably the world. For Mr. 拜月, its about him understanding true love.
But most importantly, its about the viewers! For the viewers trying to understand what the show is about amidst the very incoherent story plot and trying to understand who's fighting who in the very lousy cheoreographed fighting scenes.
Heck. I still like the show.
It kinda reminded of a post i did up before about whether you would rather die before or after a loved one.
Towards the end of the show 灵儿 kept on to her last breath because she didn't want to die first and have 逍遥 sad.
This part is damn scary with all the blood la. But it opened me up to the question if i were her would i do the same? Endure all that pain just to not see the one you love sad? But wouldn't your loved one feel sad on seeing your pain?
Life's an irony.
我猜我猜我猜猜猜
Something far and doesn't concerns anyone here at all. But i just need to blog it out.
I'm not exactly the most loyal supporter of the show, because Mediacorp isn't exactly consistent in the broadcasting of the show. I'm talking about the the variety show, 我猜我猜我猜猜猜, hosted by the funny 吴宗宪 and his sidekicks 阿雅 & 杨丞林.
Probably i'm the only one, among my peers, who is so loyal to the show? The show started out with only 吴宗宪 and 阿雅, then the 3rd postion never got someone consistent until 杨丞林 came into the picture.
At least 7 to 8 years in the show ba, loyal supporters like me has already gotten use to seeing the 2 old people doing stupid things. The duo is just funny, and i don't think anyone else can complement 吴宗宪 better than 阿雅. Then some months back, i heard the news that 阿雅 would be leaving her post to New York for 7 years. And just now, i watched the final episode that 阿雅 would be hosting before she leaves.
Believe it or not, the entire show was shrouded with the atmosphere of sadness throughout. Even the jokes sounded strange, and 吴宗宪 had that sad tone and no longer doing his stupid actions. Towards the end, 吴宗宪 sang, this time, properly, and i think he was holding back his tears.
Gimmick or not, its rare to seeing true emotions showing in this variety show. Kinda reminded me of the late Channel U in its last day of broadcast.
I guess... 我猜 would never be the same again.
Broke.
I am broke. For today anyway.
Vesak Day
Only did decide to go out since I've never tried Pastamania. What a disappointment la. Don't think I'll be eating Pastamania anytime soon.
Events after pastamania is irrelevant since I've things went as I expected; the outing it mainly a move for Singapore's economy to grow due to our nice citizens contributing aka shopping for girls. The guy's side was so boring i had time to slip into depression.
Took the painstakingly long trip back to meet up with the idiotic burden, Kenneth, and compensated for the day with some good laughs. I think Kenneth is one of most funny guys i know for the fact that his facial expressions+pronounciations(i dunno, its juz farni)+farni moves=damn hilarious. Most classic i think is his face la.
Now thinking whether to start reading or start doing work.
Damn.
I can't stop thinking.心动变成心碎
Hmmm.
It gets kinda frustrating when you get bothered by something which you know fully is unnecessary, juvenile, and absolutely lame, yet you can't do anything about it. Because, well, it just happens.
Though I'm still trying on these personal stuff, it will soon come to an end. In 2 to 3 month's time, I'll have both mine and my sis's studies to tackle and i still have no inkling as to what i can do. And it doesn't help when the one supposed to be helping in that believes that a thousand dollars per month is worth more than our future.
I can still force out that smile now since school is taking a break.
That will be a rarity in months to come.
Maybe
The best way to not being sad is to avoid those that you think might cause you to be sad.
Now i'm caught inbetween.
I don't wanna stay home. And neither should i go out.
Zzz.
Maybe i'll juz read the weekend away.
A note to myself.
Character, generally, is used to describe people who are seen as 'having their own style, living in their own way and not conforming to trends'.
I may not be entirely correct, but you get the general meaning.
On the other hand, conformists are seen as weak and... erm, conforming? No character they say.
Generalisation? Probably. Singaporeans are seen as conformists around the globe besides been seen as those who rushes out of the trrain everytime. Then they say its a bad point and S'poreans have no character.
These 'people with character' live this way because they believe that 'its my life and you have no right to interfere since it doesn't affect you'. Think again.
We live in a comunity, we have close contact with each other, many times engaging in activities with other humans. Its so wrong to say your actions/life do not affect someone! Living life to your own belief, preferences means riding over those around you(not in all cases of course). They have to tolerate your actions if it doesn't echo with their thoughts, and being the 'character' you are, these poor people have to put up with it.
Then this showmanship of character becomes self-centredness and selfishness.
Character is more than that; character is about sparing a thought for others while still still being true to yourselves. This really is harder than it sounds. Because nowadays, you hardly find anyone who can be true to themselves.
The damn world doesn't revolve around you. Before doing things don't just think of how you can benefit from it and how happy you will be.Don't expect people to be there for you all the time, because they don't have to. Neither do you expect people to be with you when you aren't doing the same.
Friends are there to be with you, not below you.
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
Head-butt
Let Uncle Tan tell you a story.
Once upon a time, somewhen like 11 years ago, there was a group of kids who played Champonship Manager on their desktops in school. Becuz no laptops at that time ma.
These groups of kids from the same class would gather at the computer lab to play the game during breaks, and so the game was left in the computer open to public usage.
There was this guy, some stranger from another class played the game too. Except that he pon lecture to play. Then one fine day, the idiot kanna caught.
Being a hero and super loyal, he proclaimed the game that he was playing, not his. Following that righteous act, he did a valiant act-write out a list of people who played the game also. And this List of Heroes, of course, contained the names of the whole group of guys and these boys tio detention lohz.
Now kids, there are 2 under-lying meanings to the story, know what are those?
Very gd! First, pon tutorials, dun pon lectures to play games.
Secondly, uninstall the game after you played it.I have a knack of butting my head into walls. And it applies to so many aspects of my actions and life.
Going on hiatus.
======================================= Not exactly relevant. But just the title that resonants. 我不想想太多 (苏慧伦) 当给你自由 都嫌太多觉得太重的时候 在我们之间 是否要更长的空格 我和你不同 当你向左我偏向右的时候 爱是否到了 找不到方向的路口 依赖了多久 在你怀里的温柔 现在一个人 只能大步往前走 我不想想太多 当别人又说起你的时候 不过是分手 别夸张了寂寞 我不想想太多 当radio又传来那首歌 Anyone at all 还爱你没有错Phy spa on wed, i dunno anything about writing it!
She's having her Science Paper tml!
Electrochem test clash on wed, how?!
She's going to do so badly for her papers, how?
Chem SPA next week, i can't screw that up?!
How do i make sure she gets prepared for the PSLE?
6 weeks to mid-years! If do badly means still not even ready lehz....
Not much time left to her EOY, algebra so difficult to teach!
Less than half a year to the big A's le la!!!
Less than 5 months to PSLE?
A lvl cmi than can do wad in society?
PSLE cmi later retain? Go lousy sch and be ah lian?
I'm going to ruin my life!
I'm going to ruin her life!
When you can't even play games in peace, you know what you are in.
I'm going into my second fall of my life.
Reality
In a lot of cases, when your life's environment differs by some extent from someone, usually when that someone meets a problem in their environment, your advice would not be as useful.
I am like the only guy i know around with a very lazy sister, very lazy character, and probably the only similarity i have with my friends is that we are facing the same pressure from school.
Otherwise, a single son would not understand my plight of having to deal with a sister. A friend with caring parents who do not give up on their younger child and does their best in the child's education would not understand my problem too. So if you're the only son, go away, i'm jealous and i'll be sour. At least don't let me know.
True. If I don't help, nobody will help her. I'm no idiot, i know that.
But if you are an elder brother like me, you'll know how i feel. Which brother would want to be the one seen by his sister as the bad man who forces her to do work? Which brother would not want to see his sister play to her heart's content?
Dammit, i lost my childhood because of the damn system. Now I am forced to aid the system in depriving my sister's childhood(much damage has been done already). Do you think i want to be here complaining about this?
Everyone yearns to be loved. I didn't have much love when young, i got some later on by actions of forced discipline, and thankfully, i now have the love of friendship. But it can never be enough.
I know how that feels, so do you think i want to be doing the same to my sister?
This is a screwed-up society in a screwed-up world, and i'm possibly living in a screwed-up home. My life got screwed-up by it, and now i have to screw up my sister's. I never wanted to be the damn devil screwing people. I never wanted to hold the fork.
She doesn't deserve this kind of pressure. Neither do i. But... we don't have a choice.Its only primary school. I'm not going to quit my job for that?!
If you're not giving a damn then why give birth to her in the first place.
i guess everyone's tired. Even parents. Thank all who tagged and showed their care. That's probably my last rapport.
Hmmm.
Sometimes you wonder how can you ever get along with someone who is from an entirely differently world from yours.
I'm sure everyone else has been in a situation of being caught in between your interests and the interests of others. Kinda tough eh? Of course, its an exception for those who thinks the world revolves around themselves.
In school I get caught in between that loyalty and my ideals that contradicts. At home i get caught between being having to be the nice one or be the devil who always scolds. Everything happens for a reason, and its always a long while after that one sees the reasons.
Whatever it is, my choices made here will only be justified right or wrong after a long time later. Until then, I can only wait.
So i have my reasons for being silent. believe me. You don't wanna hear what i have to say.
伤心已不流露在表面， 而是在叹息时， 从心里涌上的冷感。。。
...
I'm half expecting to see all the Band 3s appear on her report card for the mid-years.
I gave up doing all those controlling things, being the bad guy and all. I thought the least she can do is to study and at least my mum's words can go in.
I just knew its a gone case when she said mid-years not important.
I should've known a working mum won't be in the least effective about nagging a daughter to study; neither should I have known that a 12 year-old girl, constantly receiving calls and making calls, would be slack in her studies.
But what can i do? There's enough on my back already...
好累You have too many sad dreams, Kira. What matters is who who are, right here, right now...
-Lacus Clyne
...
Thanks to the girls for accompanying me on the last round. And chianwen and liting for running in between.
Most of all, Kenny for being there the whole time, despite his not-so-fantastic mood.
Sorry to all too. And sorry to myself. For i have overestimated myself...
I broke my own ego. What an irony.
It'll be another long nite.
Long long journey.
You say the wrong things and do the wrong things when your sick.
Uncle Tan's Story Corner! (Come on in kids!)
Today, let Uncle Tan tell you a story.
Long long time ago, in the Southern province of China, there lived a young smart beggar who begs a living. One day, this beggar heard from the fellow beggars that a very very very very very very very(try typing that continuosly) generous and very very very very very very very rich man will be coming into town. This very very very very very very very rich man is known for his very very very very very very very big generosity towards beggars; the young beggar, smart indeed, started to camp at the main street in the province(only one street in their province, dun ask me why) which the very very very very very very very rich and very very very very very very very generous man would pass by.
Because the young beggar camped there for like dunno-how-many-days, his rice bowl was pretty filled up with money & grains(yes, they give grains, dun ask me if they give him a pot and stove to cook the rice as well). True enough, the very very very very very very very rich and very very very very very very very generous man came by days later.
Seeing the young beggar and then his filled rice bowl, the very very very very very very very rich and very very very very very very very generous man asked the young beggar politely,Man: Young man, would you care to spare me some grains?
The young beggar, though smart, was still too dense to understand what the man was asking for. 'Why would a very very very very very very very rich man ask for me, a beggar for grains?' the beggar had thought. As a typical beggar who is god-like kiam siamp, the beggar only gave 3 grains to the very very very very very very very rich and very very very very very very very generous man(auspicious no. i tink, dun ask me why).
The very very very very very very very rich and very very very very very very very generous man looked at the 3 grains and frowned. Then he proceeded to ask his servants to bring out his wallet. &*^^%!&*^!(&*^@*! The very very very very very very very rich and very very very very very very very generous man then handed 3 leaflets of gold piece to the beggar. Not a lot, but it means peanuts to a beggar.
The beggar looked at the leaflets and suddeny realise how stupid he had been. If he had given a few more grains, he'll get more................ He thought about this for one whole month then died of starvation. hahahz.(the laughter is strictly from me only)
Now kids, what is the morale moral of the story?
YES! very clever. The moral of the story is, next time give 4 grains of rice instead.
PS: very very very very very very very is there for a reason. The original teller of the story added so much non-important details to the story that it DRAGGED on. The &*^^%!&*^!(&*^@* part was where the story-teller actually describe to us how big the damn bastard's wallet was and blah blah.
PSS: No wonder he physics teacher.
lame/
Can i like blog once per hour?
Its like 3am la.
2am
And still sick.
Think is the kou rou bao's fault.
恨不得直接走入你心房。 看透你的全部全部， 了解你。
渴望
原来渴望并不是浓烈， 而是淡得近乎无味。
对于一个爱情已经平淡的人， 他渴望自己的爱情能再有那么一点激动， 渴望着与对方的明天能有一点点不同； 对于一个暗恋的人来说， 为了对方掏空了心里所有的感情， 因为心是空的， 已经没有什么可以付出， 所以他渴望着一点点回报来填补内心的空...
