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"Stressed is desserts spelled backwards."
-my cousin's msn nick.
The beauty in Mathematics is that although it can get real tough, once you grasp the crux of it it becomes fun.
The happiness and exhilaration to realise you have finally grasp the concept and is now breezing through your tutorial just makes all the hard work all that worthwhile. This is why i took up double maths although i knew i wasn't 4 'A's stuff.
Another reason is i wanted to train my patience and determination. I don't like to lose, so when i lose i will bu fu qi, then wants to do better. But a lot of times i ended up being lazy and simply gave up if i lose out in something. So i needed to maximise on my 'bu fu shu' mindset; taking maths, when i see people being able to solve certain questions but i can't, i am spurred on by that. No matter how much i feel like giving up, this 'bu fu shu' de mindset when push me on.
I can't say its being totally useful, as my determination is far from strong. But at least i know its improving. Pressure does do good sometimes. Though i tend to push myself too hard.
But i think i'll be last person on Earth to commit suicide ba. Why? Cuz i have other modes of expressing my stress. For once, this blog is one. In the past i used to write about dying when the stress piles. Then i realise its nothing more than an empty threat, now i don't see the need to write that but use other phrasings instead.
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I feel so old nowadays.
I nagged at my sister instead of scolding now, and the contents of the nagging is the exact words my father used to have said. I can swear its word for word man. haiz. I guess reality's catching up.
PS:NEW SKIN! I like it. What you guys think?
